hi-o

People touch you in different ways each day. Some may be there forever, and some come and go in only a couple of days. But no matter how much time you spent with that person, they can move you, or touch your heart in some way. Now i know this sounds pretty mushy, but hey, it's true. I just thought i'd let ya'll know that i feel that way =) I'll catch ya'll later

re-cap

re-cap: TODAY

-sam n britt ran away and me n oliver found them and turned them in.
-i met oliver's new girlfriend Maria.
-and, oh yeah, i just broke up with the love of my whole fuckin life.

Seether, The Gift

Hold me now I need to feel relief
Like I never wanted anything
I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to
I'm so ashamed of defeat
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
I'm out of trying to get by

I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all

I can't face myself when I wake up
And look inside a mirror
I'm so ashamed of that thing
I suppose I'll let it go
Untill I have something more to say for me
I'm so afraid of defeat
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
I'm out of trying to defy

I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all

Hold me now I need to feel complete
Like I matter to the one I need

I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all

Now I'm ashamed of this
I am so ashamed of this
Now I'm so ashamed of this
I am so ashamed of me...

Hey, so my face is weird..yeah, so how's everyone? throughly confused? well then your like me. Idk what else to say about that. So i'll just end this little piece of nothing-ness.

btr

So i'm better now. Kayla <--ILoveHer =D

me-you-whoever?

So i'm not gunna lie, today i've been in a bad, bad, mood. It's probably mostly because of last night, and just that i'm mad at myself right now. It's always nice to have people to go to, and be around, where they make you happy. Regretfully that's not my band =/. but we practiced today, we sucked even more than usual.

Hey ya'll, it's been kindof an on-off week, my life's the same, but that's not interesting. Hmm, ferensics is next week, and i'm going to kayla's on Saturday, should be fun. Idk what else is really going on w/me. I hope ya'll are havin' good lives. email me whenever if u want. Cya.

today..

Hey, so today was a good day, school was good, tonight i saw kayla, that was amazing. prettymuch allover good day, and i have to get up in time to catch the buss from SSPP to the twin cities, i'll be back on sunday. Talk to ya'll later.