NDA

So i shadowed Alex on thursday at Notre Dame, i'm officially going there next year. Here's what classes i'm taking if anyone's interested at all.
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French I.
Algebra I(cause i need to go back b4 i do chem).
Theology: Social justice/Hebrew Scripture.
American Experiance(english and history, back to back classes).
Mechanical drafting.
Music Appreciation.
Art I.
Art II.
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So yeah, oh yeah, i talked to the Band director and he said there's a really good chance i can play guitar in one of the Jazz bands, so i'm happy about that.

well i'll catch ya'll later,
-Jake

Taking back my life

When I started this blog i tittled it 'Taking back my life'. Well I, and others, can tell you that I havent done a very good job, at all, whatsoever. Now today I re-dedicate myself to taking back that life that I sought for back 64 posts ago. I appologise for all those I've hurt, and hope that I can prove myself once again, to be somewhat respectable, reliable, and worthy of the friendships I used to hold soo dearly. I know I've done things unforgivable, and unrepairable, I can only ask for undeserving forgiveness. I hope I wont let my friends down once again, I want this to be different..
~Jake

back from florida

Hey guys, so I'm back from florida, and I went to forensics today and got a 24 out of 25, that makes me pretty happy I guess. So how are ya'll doing? I'm pretty bored here, just gunna hang around I guess, I'm still really tired from this week, it killed.
so i'll talk to ya'll later, i think i'm gunna go watch a movie,
cya

Hey, you know the feeling, not knowing what's around the next corner. Afraid of what the next turn might bring. Well I've realized that no matter how much you try to slow down or stop, if you don't go to it, it'll come to you. No matter how hard you try to run the other direction, the road will catch up to you. If you would've just kept walking, the turn would have come, and you'd have gone past it. Now, you've been avoiding it, afraid of if, and you've built up a terror about it. Even if what lies there isn't all that bad, you perceive it to be unbearable. If you were to just keep walking, you wouldn't been so distressed. Remember that about the next turn your road takes, don't run from it, don't fear it, accept it and keep moving. Take what comes, and leave behind what you can't carry, but don't look back upon it mournfully.

babbling...

So I hate how things are going, eh, who doesn't? Well the school's gone to hell, my relationships with all my friends are dwindling, I don't get to see anyone all my spring break(tomorrow at 11:00 until the night of the 13Th), my grades suck major ass, I can't seem to shut myself up when I should, I don't say what I should when I should, I just LOVE to put myself down, and I don't really feel like writing the rest. Lets just say that I'm in an average teenage wasteland. I know though, this is nothing, just wait 'till i get into the real world. None of this will matter, all that will matter is that I make enough money to live off, and that I don't get arrested because of the things that are inevitable for me to do in the future, if not now. So my point is that quite frankly, I feel incredibly screwed right now.
Thanks for reading my constant babbling and shit.

mhmm

So the band was over today..yup, we watched this movie, i liked it, but yeah, so what's up ya'll, i'm bored now..so i found out i'm going to florida from the 7th to the 13th, yeah, not gunna lie, i don't really want to go, but whatever. Haha, I'll catch ya'll later