So it's been a week and a day since my last post, alot happens in a week and a day, or in this case a week and a half. but anyway. Last sunday i was depressed....majorly, yeah, idk why, idk how, but i was. So i decided to get wasted for whatever reson, dont ask cause i frankly dont know. But yeah, there was a whole ordeal with my parents, the next day they took me to a shrink. Yeah, i left some stuff out but that doesnt matter. I just thought i'd get that out in the open cause i dont care who knows. So now my parents dont trust me and they're worried, my friends all have their own problems, and i'm stuck helping them the best i can, i do like helping them though, it gives me reson. I love my friends, they're what keep me going, but at they same time they're what pulls me down. Most people probably wouldn't care about all this anyway, but it's my life, and my blog. And i get mad to easaly. I actualy made a list for Rach today of the things that were bothering me it was 2 full pages long. And yeah, she asked me to otherwise i wouldnt have done it, but w/e. Wait, i was suppost to make one of those for tom...hell, i'll do it now, he reads this.

these arn't in any order

-Drama
-school
-Miss Aerts' justice which i really do deserve but i'm fucking sick of
-Mrs. Nimmer, idk, she's out to make everything perfect, i hate perfect.
-Myself, i hate myslef cause i cant figure anything out and i procrastinate about everything.
-Everybody getting on me about Rachel, JUST FRIENDS! end of story, now SHUT UP!
-Sam cheeting on Britt and her not caring cause she's too crazy about him to break up.
-Somethings wrong with Kayla and she wont tell me...she can always talk to me no matter what.
-my parents dont trust me....my fault......
-I cant seem to find time to do ANYTHING important.
-I procrastinate on EVERYTHING especialy homework.
-cold pizza........
-I need a job
-I cant seem to find time to get a job, even though i don't even try....
-Rach and her dad getting laid off...and she might move.
-If Kayla moves in with her dad and he moves, ill probably die cause it's over an hour away now.
-no one will care about this list by the time they get this far.
-I could keep going but i dont want to cause no one cares.
-yeah that's about it, sorry for your time.....