After everything I've done.

After everything i've done she still cares about me, after everything i've done, they still talk to me, after everything i've done i'm not hated. I make a big deal out of little things that pale in comparison to the things i've done to them. I dont know how i came to deserve people like that being concerned with any part of me. I've been selfish, foolish, hard hearted, and mean. The few things that really matter to me, that matter to me SO VERY MUCH, are the ones that i've hurt, and continue to hurt day by day. If someone would be so kind as to tell me why i deserve people like them, please tell me, why i deserve to be treated with the love and care i get from them? Why? After everything i've put them through, why do they still care?....