Saturday, June 02, 2007

insane feelings

This week, to say the least, has had it's share of different emotions. I think i could give an example of every emotion i could think of, but i wont do that. Chelsea came home on Thursday, only to leave again this upcoming Thursday. That is quite bittersweet. Things with Chelsea are quite the same as before she left, such as how we play with eachothers feet at dinner, or how i play with her pony tail just because i know it annoys her, you know, the things little brothers do. We got up early and went sailing, that was fun, i guess, it's all quite bittersweet, knowing she wont come back for two years.
Now school...that's a whole other thing. I cant really express the way i feel about it, tom did pretty well i have to say, but i just know that it will always be extreamly close to my heart, as will all the people who i have gone there with.
I saw Kayla 3 times this week. Monday sailing, yesterday with steph walking gracie, and then tonight she was here for about 5 hours just hanging out, we took a walk, that was nice, and hung out with chelsea.
So there are alot of mixed emotions, and i know it's nothing really, but i cant get much sleep =/ not gunna lie, and i'm worried about afew of my friends, i hope they know i actually really do care...

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